It was fall of 2002, and my boyfriend and I decided to take a late night trip to Barnes and Noble. When we walked through the door we were instantly greeted by a young man. He was wearing an oversized yellow coat, and oddly resembled someone we went to high-school with. He was about 5'5'' with red hair and looked to be about 15 or 16. The first thing he said was to my boyfriend. " You look like one of the Beatles." We laughed, because of his hair cut. We got to talking a little about music and such, and my B.F. decided to go look around. When I was alone with this young man he said he wanted to show me something. He had built my trust up a little through friendly chit-chat, so we went to sit down in the reading area. Another man was there but paid absolutly no attention to us. On the table sat a red plastic cup. Wich was odd, because it was the kind of cup you'd find a keg, not a book store. He placed his hand about 3'' over the cup, and began to focus in. The cup began to slide across the table, as if he was moving it with his mind. I was impressed. He then said he wanted to show me something better. He took me in between the bookshelves and stood feet together and fists clenched at his side. The stranger then rose shakingly about 6'' off the ground! Was nobody else seeing this? I asked him how he was doing all this. He said, "My name is Malaki, I am a fallen angel who has been sent here to talk with you." I was a little sceptical but I wanted to hear more. (He did float right in front of me). We sat down in an isle and he began telling me details about my past. They weren't vauge statements, but things that had happened to me just days before, as well. Was he a psychic? A mind reader testing his skills on random people? As he was telling me all this, he would often say quotes from the bible. I was beginning to feel a little akward and we went to find my BF. We decided to go to a diffrent store after that, and somehow Malakai went with us. At this other store, he went on to tell me I was the "chosen one", and would have seven days to decide my future. He pulled out a little bible he kept in his pocket. He said he had the whole bible memorized, but always carried one on him. Malakai then began to tell me that I was going to bear the anti-christ. I wanted to get away from him at this point, but I couldn't. It was like I was under some sort of spell. He took me up in an elevator, to a balcony above the store. Agian, we were alone. He told me that seven was the number of God. He pulled out the small bible, and began to chant something. I looked up into the night sky, and there it was a huge fog-like green seven. He told me that I needed to go see the "All father", and that he would take me there. I think he was showing me all these tricks to keep me interested and somehow believe him. We got back in the elevator. " wanna see something else?" Sure why not. He pushed the down button, I could feel us going down, but when the door opened we were still on the balcony! "Cool, Huh?" I told him that I wanted to go back down and meet my boyfriend. He handed me a buisness card with the location to this "All- father." I was going to shake his hand and say goodbye, but when I reached out, he said he couldn't touch women, because they are godly. I believed then that he wasnt going to do any physical harm to me. When I finally found my B.F. he was waiting by the front door. When we were walking to the car, a goth looking- type girl was walking past us, with this nerdy looking fellow. Nerdy was staring at the ground, and it appeared that they wouldnt have been friends, in real life. Malakai was walking with us, as we passed them, he nodded to the girl and said "Sister" She nodded back and said "Hello Brother". It was like they knew each other. Like they were both apart of this "all father" cult trying to recruit new members. My B.F. and I started to believe that this was some sort of cult. When we got to the car, Malakai asked if we could take him to this restraunt about a block away. In a hypnotic state, for some reason, we did. As we were driving though, my boyfriend noticed he had some merchandise from the store in in his pockets. "WHat The HELL? I didnt buy this stuff!" I knew he didnt steel it, because my boyfriend was a practicing cristian at the time. Malakai continued preaching to us through bible quotes. This was all getting very uncomfortable. When we arrived at the restauraunt, Malakai walked in like he owned the place. Everyone was at his beck and call. Almost zombie-like. We sat with him for a while. Starting to come-to we both sensed a bunch of B.S., and left. The next morning, we tried to place all the events of the night before. Everything seemed a little foggy to us. It was almost as if we had been brainwashed. Why did we let him in our car? How did he know so much about my personal life? Why all the memorized Bible quotes? How did he perform all those tricks? Did he make my B.F. steel, to get him in trouble, and therefore have more time with me? Was he really a fallen angel? and who is this "all father"? I looked in my wallet for the buisness card he gave me. But it wasn't there nor anywhere in the car. I remember the street it was on, but no churches on that street had an "all-father." I couldnt stop thinking about what this boy had said and did for weeks. He was even appearing in my dreams. Except in my dreams he was a demon. My grandpa was a chaplin for the police department and a very godly man. When I told him about this incident, he also believed it was probly a demon in human disguise, brainwashing me to believe in some sort of cult. He said that demons often know their enemy very well, hence all the bible versus, and was using those to make me trust that he was a good creature. I have searched the internet about the all father and found that it is actually the god of Odin. And Malakai is the fallen angel that was decended into hell. I still don't know who or what this person actually was, but I have a feeling I wasn't his only victim. I would also like to know if anyone else has experienced anything like this.

its a story of a guy who loves a girl.........and by huge bad luck, that guy is me...

The story begins as we were together in institute girl's name was "my life" i don't want to hurt her so i am not gonna tell her name because she's going to marry someone else happily...from the first day we liked each other but never had the guts to tell one another. We were good friends and after a long year the guy (which is me) asked for her phone number and she gave it to me. We started talking talking day and night and night and day. One night she told me that she has a boyfriend and the boy was in true love with her. I never managed to say her that "i m sorry we cant be together" because I love her a lot. I told her that we can spend time together until u get married. Whether she was in love or not, i don know, but she said yes...

We started meeting frequently.... and so many memories started taking place.... I always brought chocolates for her... Always dropped her off at her home... We sppent hours traveling in metro.... I carried her on her back in front of village because there was dirt on the surface... One day in metro, a lady came in and we both were sitting in the corner seats... the lady started staring me because she expected me to give her my seat to sit, but me and my girl just ignoring her... final my sweet girl stood up and offerd her seat to lady but I stopped her and gave my seat to the lady... then the lady sad that she was watching me for a long time and you were not going to give me your seat, but then again my girl is too sweet she has given her seat to me... then i said "yeah, lady, she's too sweet and that's why i love her..... Then the lady went out on her station and my girl whispered in my ear that the woman was saying that "u have a good guy, never let him go..."

When we got closer, she tried to leave me but could not and didn't know why... One day everything started in a wrong way. Her boyfriend told her not to talk with me and began to avoid me... Finallly, her boyfriend saw some of my messages on her mobile phone and started abusing her, toturing her... so she left me.......................................................................

I know why she left me is not because she loves her boyfriend more than me. She left me because I am a guy who loves her but is not good for her future, and the other guy is able to give her everything that she can imagine... I love her unconditionally, without even thinking about my self. My every breath is for her. I never cried when my father died, I'm still crying for her i don't know why............

I love her more then my soul now and i will forever.

I don't have any harsh feelings for her because she did what was good for her and her mom's future. She's going to marry this year and i am gonna die this year............. but I do sincerely hope she'll be happy with him.

Sugars in India

Last year I worked for a waste company in Vancouver for a couple months . Everything seemed good , and promising . So good in fact that I quit a different job to go there . Paul promised me work , money etc . Then all of a sudden , the bottom fell out of it . From lots of work to none . Understandable yes , but , if it was me who ran it I wouldnt leave my employee wondering and to hang out to dry without explaining the situation . I kept calling , no call back , just answering machine . The nob even told a buddy of mine that he didnt want to screw me but he had no choice . Not acceptable . Pick up the phone bonehead and let me know .
It ended up that I went back the other company and apologized and asked for my job back . Back on the highway I went .
After about another 9 months of driving an unsafe truck , I quit . I figured I would spend some quality time with my lady and we would start a business . Well , money started getting a little short so I started looking for in town work .
Friday night , bbq time . My buddy that I mentioned earlier comes over for some dinner and we had a chat . Seems that Paul asked him what I was doing for work and if I was available . I was , so I went down and talked to his brother Steve and he asked if I would do one run a week to Alberta for them . I liked the idea of 4 days off a week and the money was good so I agreed . I did wonder how long it would be till I got screwed again because when it came to my last pay , they only paid me for one trip not 2 , and they knew I had to go to a wedding up north . I got the other pay eventually but my lady and I figured they didnt want me to go and the only way to stop me was to screw with my pay . Hmmmmmm
After a nice week in the Yukon , We got back home and I called to find out when my buddy and I were loading (tuesday or wednesday). Then it happened , Paul didnt say much , we talked about gas prices up north and no cell service etc . He said he would call his brother and let me know .
I happened to be on the phone with my buddy at the time Paul called him . Seems he changed his mind again and told Tony to pick up a new guy because he wasnt sending me . Tony said to him that he should let me know but he didn't call at all . Not surprised .
Here is the best part : Tony called me a couple hours ago to let me know that the guy Paul sent was an idiot and Paul realized it . He also said that he shouldn't have put the new guy in the truck because Tony and I work together very well and we always got the job done . Then he said "I think I'm gonna have to call Tim and eat a little crow"
As far as I'm concerned , he can take his crap and give it to someone else . I got a new job starting tomorrow night for $7.00 more per hour .It looks good on him . This is the first time Karma happened so quick for me . I have been laughing about this since Tonys call .
Tim

It was May first week and we were expecting our salary, we had information from the accounts department that our salaries will be same as per last year’s salary. So all of us decided to meet our managing director and ask him an increase in our salaries. It was around 11:30 a.m in the morning our M.D was in good mood and so we decided that this was the right time to present before him our needs.
All twenty employees in our organization walked to his room, our Managing Director was taken aback. He said “ Why such a big crowd in my room” . One of us replied that we have a request to make, this is regarding our salary. Our M.D said “look here I am not keeping good health I have a slip disc”. Stephen replied “ Sir” our M.D said “ you people do not have any idea about the pain I am suffering”. We felt that this was not the right time our M.D had to discuss about his health to us. Actually five minute before us entering the room he was perfectly alright and had no such health problem. M.D explained to us that he was in traction and he will not be able to discuss anything about our salary right now but we were not in a position to leave the room unless he was able to atleast lend an ear to our problems. We told him that the cost for milk, vegetables have gone up, the traveling cost has gone up and we find it very difficult to meet both the ends meet. After listening to all this, he said in what way can I help you I cannot give a rise in your salary but I might consider it latter next month. Thinking that our M.D will consider revision in our salary we left his room and took our old salary for the month of April 2010.
After that day till this day he keeps limping and every afternoon he say’s he is under traction. We all keep wondering whether what he say’s true. Last week one of the supplier had come to meet him he told him the same story of he had a slip disc and he is under traction treatment. Immediately the supplier asked “How come you are in office every day” for that our M.D replied that he takes the traction treatment at home and the physiotherapist comes home every afternoon. The supplier was surprised that the traction treatment which according to most of them involves putting some weights and taking rest is done at home. The supplier was bent upon asking him further some question, he asked “ who put the traction equipment “ to that M.D replied it is my physiotherapist he comes home every afternoon. Then the supplier asked “ who will removes the traction “ for that M.D replied my wife. The supplier could not resist he gave a smile in the corner of the face, any person could easily understand that he was having a good laugh in his mind. Further the supplier was bent upon cornering our M.D he asked him “ do you have such medical faculties at home” to that our M.D replied it is hired out for 2 weeks and I am paying Rs.20,000/- for two weeks. The supplier had a good laugh in his mind and ended his conversation. He went to the other room to meet the accountant and told him all that happened during his discussions with the M.D. Finally the supplier asked the accountant is your M.D educated person. Our accountant was taken aback.

Our Managing director was planning a trip to Rishikesh. We employee's were asked to fill in the personality form at our office. At first we wondered why we are asked to fill in the form suddenly.Later on we understood from one of the other director that each employee's personality test was taken to the priest in Rishikesh to check out each employee's creditability.

In this 21st centurury has anyone ever heard about such things. God only know's who will continue and who will be asked to leave. All our fate lies in the hands of the priest. All the hard work put in by some employee's stands a chance of losing there job.

I am only 12 and i didnt know where to tell anyone about this. So here it is...


Last week my Mom and I went to Tistdale but before we left I looked back at Al and Kay's store there it a small broken down house across from her store and behind that I seen some big tall pale thing with no mouth no nose and it's eyes were glowing red. I couldn't beleve that I saw Chi Chi Man! And then he noticed me looking at him and when low in the grass and I think he was crawling but i didnt know and wont know what he is.


My sister also saw him....across from her house in the dark...she put a flashlight on him and then she knew it had no mouth or nose...and Angie is 29 usually only kids see this and stuff like that.

We have 2 more "things" on this rez annd i will not forget but Kinistin SK it a hot spot for Ufo's its so freaky and I hope that someone has read this. This is my sighing of Chi chi man.

Last week i saw something called Chichi man he is a creaature in kinistin SK. He has no mouth, no nose and red glowing eyes. Me and my mom where driving to Tisdale and when I was looking back I saw something human like but he seen me looking at him so he went low in the grass and crawled all the way back in the bush. Thats my story I never thought I would tell anyone.

My sister also saw him she was at home and she looked at my late grandfathers house and put a flashlight on it and it did the same thing as when I seen it i crawled away and she also said it had no mouth or nose.

We have alot of weird crap on this rez like some reptile like thing in the creek so im only 12 and Chichi man really freaked me out i know more creature in and aroun Kinistin this is my first time saying anything so I didnt know where to put this. I just found this website so lol.

Yesterday i was at my girlfriends house we were chilling out doing things lovers do you know.and i needed to go shop i was in really good mood and i starting singing a song i aint heard in 15 years.dont know why.but anyway.later on i put on a film book of eli brilliant film.and there was scene were the old couple put on music.and it was the same song i was singing earlier.is that weird or am i over thinking this one.

It was 11’00 clock at night; I already had two pegs of rum. Tired with whole day’s work, projects and studies, it was the only way to get fresh and to have time for living life according to own wish.
Late night with strong Rum…..ummmmmmm…it was working hard and my stomach was getting tight and as the warmth of rum spread I could feel the pleasure in my veins. Suddenly the mobile rang; I tried to ignore it first, but later on looked at the screen of the phone. It was unknown number; I disconnected the phone and threw it away. Friends started murmuring among themselves, and one among them asked me about the unknown “Devil” at the other side. I was answerless.
Again after 5 minutes, phone broke the silence and it was again the same number. I thought it was one of my friends; I spoke roughly with hard “HELLO”. There was no reply for few seconds, “Who is this?” I was about the say something more, but one lovely voice made me stop by saying “HELLOOOO”.
Oh my god….this is a girl! I was astonished.
First I thought I was totally drunk. By the time I could have think anything, she said
“I am sorry; I think I should have not called you at this time.”
I was helpless and answerless too. I think we had very short conversation. I don’t remember, what we talked and how it ended, but I hope it was a nice talk. My all friends were fully drunk and were enjoying the music. I was continuously thinking about her and felt sleepy and fell down there.
Next day, I woke up at 8.00 am and anyhow, reached college at 9.00. I was feeling something new on that day. Friends asked who was she. I was clueless, as I don’t remember what we talked last night. I called at the same number, but nobody picked up the phone. I was feeling nervous and was anxious to know who she was. I cursed rum for some time and then had cigarettes at canteen.
In the evening, suddenly my mobile rang and I picked the phone without looking at the number at screen thinking about the mysterious girl but it was Dad. I took a long breadth and talked to him. At around 5.00 in the evening, I received a message from same number, it was written;
“Gud Evening, sorry I was in class, why did you call”. I felt happy that she was thinking about me. I called her immediately and this time, without any mistake, I first asked her name, and then apologized for last night. She was disappointed, when she got to know about my habits.
As soon as I kept the phone, I was puzzled, who gave her my number. This question was eating me up. I, thought of asking her, but was unable to ask her directly. Unknown fear of losing her was stopping me from taking any step. But I was curious to know the answer, so called her back, but she didn’t pick up the phone. There was no reason of fear, but something was cursing me from inside the heart, may be my habits. I was totally emotional and had forgotten about professionalism. I continuously tried her for next two days, but was always disappointed, as she didn’t pick up the phone. I thought it as a pleasant dream and tried to forget it.
Same evening I got a text from her number and I was spellbound as she expressed her wish to meet. I think she was very much clear about her every step, but was just trying to make me move around. I was totally lost imagining about her. I took her proposal as an advantage and decided to meet her, but my mind was full of doubts, emotions, feelings, love and many more.
Next day, we decided to meet nearby ABN – AMRO, and had no plans more than that. As per the schedule, I reached there and rang her. She was at home, getting ready for outing and said she may take 20 more minutes. I was really unable to control my feelings, I was too much curious to meet her immediately, to have many clarifications like how she looks, who she is and many others. I lighted a cigarette to control my emotions, but each puff was giving me sense of insecurity, as she didn’t like my habit. I had half cigarette, suddenly I felt someone standing behind me. I stood disturbed with smoke inside my mouth. I was unable to blow out the smoke and also was not in the position of inhaling it. I stood with plain face, confessing her for nothing. She smiled and said “Hi bhaiya, aap cigarette pete hai kia?” I got anger and shouted for her identity, she was my friend’s sister and had been there to give me pen drive.
As she left, I was shivering in cold winter evening. I found myself in vicious circle of doubts and had never so much feared for anything in my whole life. I threw cigarette, and sat helplessly. I thought of lighting one more, but was having only Rs. 50 that too borrowed from a friend, as I was going out with a girl. I was sitting by a wall nearby, suddenly phone rang, and it was again unknown number. I thought it belongs to her, so attended it very politely. But it was from my college, asking me to be there immediately, as Director wants to talk to me for my internship. Now I was totally shackled in problems, so I directly called Director, giving excuses for not being with him immediately and anyhow managed till next morning. Basically our Director is very nice and polite; he didn’t raise any questions and simply gave me freedom to enjoy. It charged me after long time, I thought my stars are with me and now I am safe.
In the midst of such huge tension, one girl came with scarf on her face, with open hair. I was not able to see her completely, as she had covered everything except her eyes and hair. I met many girls before, had date with many of them, but never had that feeling which she rose in me. She was different in all aspects. As she came near to me, she said;
“I am sorry for making you wait so long….anyways… how are you?” and started shouting on me for not wearing jacket.
I was puzzled, whether to say truth or just lie, but after all I lied and said “I am fine…thanks”. I had many questions to ask, but was unable to structure them, by the time I would have structured them, she kept the proposal of going to Fathehsagar. I quietly followed her direction, and took her to FS on my friend’s bike. We felt like strangers sharing the bike and we reached F.S. I asked her to remove her scarf from her face. But she didn’t respond positively, I had nothing to express rather than just look at her.
“How are you…? May I know how do you know me?”
She was hesitent, and tried to change the topic, I decided to see her face at any cost, so offered her coffee. Now she was forced to remove her scarf.
I was amazed to see her face. She was the same girl whom I met earlier in one of the conference at international level, which was organized by her college
“Are you okay, I think now you know me”, she asked with smile and said her name, with lots of pride and happiness,
“I am not bothered about your name...” I said.
She looked at me nervously, and tried to keep a fair distance from me. We had coffee silently and I apologized to her making her uncomfortable. Then we had a good talk, had some snacks and then dropped her to her house. We stood outside the house for some time, and then she expressed her wish to go to church nearby. I was overwhelmed, with joy of spending some more time with her. There was nothing too much which is exciting in that meeting.
With passage of time, we started meeting regularly. She always use to call me “Devil”, I don’t know why, I asked her the reason, but she never expressed her thoughts and just said it is her wish.
Suddenly our conversation stopped, I stopped receiving her phone calls. Also she was not replying any of my messages. I was quite anxious to know, what is going on in her mind, but was helpless. Then one fine evening I received a message from her side, I was smoking and thinking about meeting her. It was written “I like you…and need to meet you soon”. I was in seventh heaven and went to meet her, this time she was early than me. I read her face; she was carrying lots of feelings, emotions and fear in her cute, lovely face. I said “Hiii, what’s up”? She was unable to look at my face and suddenly hugged me. Now what should I do, I was not getting anything and also was not prepared for all this. But she always comes with good planning.
Then we went to a coffee shop nearby, we had coffee and sandwich. I was showing as if I was happy with these stuffs, but inside of my heart, I was calculating the bill amount.
She said “You attracted me, I know you like me a lot, but I appreciate you and your skills. I saw you at the conference.” I don’t know the reasons, but her thoughts were clear at least to her. “I found you different. Let me make one thing clear, you love me and I also like you, but it is not possible”
I was about to ask what does “it is not possible” means, but waiter appeared with orders in his hand. I didn’t speak anything, and had my snacks. Also she paid the bill. I was just looking at everything. I asked why did you pay. I could have paid it.
“It’s my duty, as I called you here.” She replied in commanding pitch. We sat near the lake for some time, had good time. But I was redundantly thinking about her all the time. Then we left for home.
After that we had a good relationship. It continued for around 2 months. Then one day, she texted me “Hi…I am getting engaged with a guy, who lives in America. I hope you understand, I am helpless. I am not suitable for you, you have a long term big goals. I don’t know what may happen to me in next second. I don’t have any right on my own life. You just focus on your goal and keep your parents happy. Hope you’ll not smoke too much, pls leave this habit. Thanks”
I read that message for four times, and then tried to understand her condition. Then I tried her mobile number, but she didn’t pick her phone. After 5 days, I went to her college, I didn’t find her, as she refused to meet me but her friend said that she is not engaged, but she didn’t want you to get disturbed, as she had many problems in her own family. She is always pressurized for all things; she is not allowed to do anything of her wish.
I left that place, with tears in my eyes. Since that day, I never got an opportunity to meet her. Also i tried to leave smoking, I always remember her, while smoking. Sorry I never spoke about her in whole story. I feel she is one of the cutest girls I have ever seen in my whole life. She had long hair, fair complexion, with cutest smile, but she always carried doubts and feelings in her face. She looks nice in black jacket. Her voice was very gentle. Simple living is what she always preferred. I still love her a lot. Actually now I miss her more than I used to. She always called me Devil that is the reason I used the word above. There are multiple questions, which remained unanswered.
Lastly I love her a lot, and I hope she will read this one day and will remember me.
I.P Joshi

I was restless, it was a stormy night and i couldn't get myself to fall asleep. I had an examination the next morning, i just wish i don't wake up. I couldn't stand another day watching my mother slowly lose her mind while my dad drinks himself silly. I didn't mind before but then my little brother started acting wierd. He would let his mates come over to our house and whenever i'm alone one of them would touch me or talk to me in a sickening way. Sometime he would catch his mates with me but instead of helping me he just looks at his feet. I dont think they're really his friends. I couldn't remember the last time we had a real family talk, we all live our lives to ourselves, its like each one is busy with their own self destructing life. The rain was pounding heavily against the worn out roofing of our house, i could feel the cold creep onto me from my feet upwards. I always forget to ask mama if she can buy me some new wooly socks so my feet keeps warm at night...as if that'll ever happen. Any income in our household belongs to daddy and we all know where they end up to, downstairs with some mates, beers and gambling. I hated my family and I sometimes fantasized about killing myself bringing them along with me. No one deserves to have theses people around them especially me. I wonder if mama feels the same way. One could only wonder since mama don't talk no more. The only words she can mutter out are usually strange and peculiar sometime bordering on pure insanity. I could feel someone looking at me but couldn't really figure it out because it was a dark and gloomy night. I could feel the presence of someone there with me, I'm shivering with both the cold and fear. The lightning flashes and there I see her. "Mama? What's wrong mama?" "It's time to go now sweetheart, the good lord is calling thy name". I was scared, mama has been acting really eerie lately. She keeps reminding me that judgement day was coming and the lord will not have mercy on me unless I repent. Maybe she finally lost it tonight, standing on the foot of my bed. I could only see her silhoutte everytime the lightning flashes, I could only make a blurry vision of her. All of a sudden the room was alight, my eyes were burning. I couldn't adjust my vision to the suddenly brilliant light. Then I smelt it, gasoline. "Fire!" I half screamed and choked out. "Help! Daddy, mama FIRE!" I screamed as the huge inferno engulfs me, I was burning I finally realized. How did I catch fire? Everything was a spinning out of control, I didn't understand how or what was happening. I heard mama screaming repent repeatedly. The pain was unbearable, the flames kept eating away at my flesh and then everything was blank. The End.