Déjà vu Stories
1:49:04 PM 07.09.09
The Holocaust
By: Anon
I was between the ages of 3 and 6 at the time, and as a child, I was not the fastest academic developer. I am 14 now, and seem to suddenly succeed in my classes.
However, back then, I had many more vivd dreams that I can remember. Many more detailed, high-quality dreams. Things I doubt would come to me naturally.
It was one Winter's night, when I had a very deep sleep. I can scarely recall the night in question, but the dream still haunts me to this day.
I was lying, emanciated, in a heap of bony people. Our skin, was grey, and pallid. Sagging, in the way that I know recognise skin to become when one has lost weight rapidly. Unlike most dreams, I could actually feel a cold dread, and I remember being tired, to the point where I could not rise. I did not see much of myself, but I am sure I was not myself. I remember seeing some officers wearing brown and green, like a flashback. And I remember hearing people talk of escaping. I remember feeling woozy, and effortless. I felt like all the energy had been stripped away from me. I could still hear, but my eyes were not open.
The dream puzzled me for a long time. I did not want to ask people about it. Looking back, these were very sinster thoughts for someone so young, naive and child-like as me, then.
When studying the Holocaust, aged 13, I happened to be researching in a textbook. After searching google images, I was stunned and scared. These pictures of the gas chambers took me right back to my dream. It was eerie.
I am certain I did not know fully of the Holocaust when I was at the time I had the dream.
However, I am also not doubting that the events have changed in my mind over time. I would not be suprised if I had heard a snippet of a conversation concerning this, and it had triggered something in my mind. This dream could be a fabrication of my mind.
I do know that I am not making this up. I was not aware of this time period when I had the dream. I do know that I am not intentionally wasting your time...I am just intrigued and scared. I have researched the Holocaust avidly since I made this connection.
Do you know how I could find out more?
I even wondered, not that I 100% believe in rebirth of enrgy/reincarnation, but maybe, that this related to someone else's life. Not mine.
http://www.wirenot.net/X/Articles/2009/H/holocaust.shtml?e=0,1,2#0
I was between the ages of 3 and 6 at the time, and as a child, I was not the fastest academic developer. I am 14 now, and seem to suddenly succeed in my classes.
However, back then, I had many more vivd dreams that I can remember. Many more detailed, high-quality dreams. Things I doubt would come to me naturally.
It was one Winter's night, when I had a very deep sleep. I can scarely recall the night in question, but the dream still haunts me to this day.
I was lying, emanciated, in a heap of bony people. Our skin, was grey, and pallid. Sagging, in the way that I know recognise skin to become when one has lost weight rapidly. Unlike most dreams, I could actually feel a cold dread, and I remember being tired, to the point where I could not rise. I did not see much of myself, but I am sure I was not myself. I remember seeing some officers wearing brown and green, like a flashback. And I remember hearing people talk of escaping. I remember feeling woozy, and effortless. I felt like all the energy had been stripped away from me. I could still hear, but my eyes were not open.
The dream puzzled me for a long time. I did not want to ask people about it. Looking back, these were very sinster thoughts for someone so young, naive and child-like as me, then.
When studying the Holocaust, aged 13, I happened to be researching in a textbook. After searching google images, I was stunned and scared. These pictures of the gas chambers took me right back to my dream. It was eerie.
I am certain I did not know fully of the Holocaust when I was at the time I had the dream.
However, I am also not doubting that the events have changed in my mind over time. I would not be suprised if I had heard a snippet of a conversation concerning this, and it had triggered something in my mind. This dream could be a fabrication of my mind.
I do know that I am not making this up. I was not aware of this time period when I had the dream. I do know that I am not intentionally wasting your time...I am just intrigued and scared. I have researched the Holocaust avidly since I made this connection.
Do you know how I could find out more?
I even wondered, not that I 100% believe in rebirth of enrgy/reincarnation, but maybe, that this related to someone else's life. Not mine.
http://www.wirenot.net/X/Articles/2009/H/holocaust.shtml?e=0,1,2#0
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