Near Death Experience Stories
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Not My Time x2
From: Kelli Williams
Mon Jan 5 13:56:02 2009
I am a forty something year old female. I have had 2 NDEs.
First I would like to start out by saying that I had an abuse boyfriend/husband. I was killed twice by his hands. The first time was when, our now, 23 yo son was about 2 years old. My boyfriend, at that time, was upset with me after coming home from work. He was mad at someone else and took it out on me. He was strangling me in the bathroom. Something, a voice inside me i guess, told me to "don't be afraid". I blacked out.
The next thing I remember was that my brain or something woke up. I was thinking to myself. "where am I? and what is happpening?" I literally could hear a tape recorder sound when it is being played and you push the fast forward button at the same time. I could also see flashes of my life as if i were watching a movie and i pushed the fast forward button on it too. Suddenly the life flashing before my eyes stopped and I remember, "i'm being strangled by my boyfriend". Also there was a very bright white light. Not like the sun but a very white and bright light that didn't hurt eyes but it was that bright. Then suddenly I fell myself falling and the light was gone and I woke up on my living room floor.
Later when I talked with my then boyfried about the incident and told him what happened. He said that my eyes were wide open and that I was fighting him back. He didn't let go of my throat until he realized that my eyes shut and I went limp. That's when I fell to the floor.
My second experience was by the same man. It was October 11, 1997. We had three children by now and we were married and divorced but we still lived together. This time he beat me with our 2 younger children there and a friend of mine had a daughter that was 10 at the time and she liked staying with me. If it weren't for my friends daughter i would not have known what happened that evening because I don't remember the beating. I only remember bits and pieces of that whole day and the NDE.
Once again he was mad at me for someone taking his money. He blamed it on me. He hit me. One hand on my throat and a punch in the face with the other hand. From what I understand he continued to beat me. (Not to mention the marks and hair falling out from being pulled and one side of my face twice the size as the other and the staples in the back of my head and not being able to open my mouth to eat for 2 weeks....etc.) He beat my head into the desk the shelf, pushing me, etc.
This ND experience was different. I was surrounded by people in white clothing. I don't remember if I knew them but I felt like I knew them. My memory is also not so clear on this experience. I believe that what they said to me i was not supposed to remember it all. I remember saying to them that I wanted to stay. I remember them telling me "your children need you" "you must not stay you have to go back". I can be stubborn and I imagine that I was being stubborn. They finally convinced me to go back.
I remember sitting in a chair in my living room and I was asking my x-husband "what just happened". He didn't know that I really couldn't remember. He was freaking out and was going to leave. He tells me today that I was begging him not to go. Well, I was cut on the back of my head and was bleeding very badly. He didn't know it and neither did I. Not to mention that I had 4 children there to take care of and i was completely out of it. I finally came to my senses the next day.
After my x, realizing that I needed medical care, took me to the hospital and i went home with my sister-in-law. I remember asking her what year is it? how old are my children?, etc. I'm not sure if that is due to my NDE and my memory being wiped out of what they told me or what.
There are my 2 NDEs. Very long stories I know but I hope whoever reads this will get something out of it. Especially, Domestic Violence victims. After this last experience I had 2 more children with another man. Was it them who needed me to give them life? I sometimes remind myself of what those "Angels" told me. "Your children need you."
http://www.wirenot.net/X/Articles/2009/N-O/notmytimex2.shtml?e=0,1,2#0
Mon Jan 5 13:56:02 2009
I am a forty something year old female. I have had 2 NDEs.
First I would like to start out by saying that I had an abuse boyfriend/husband. I was killed twice by his hands. The first time was when, our now, 23 yo son was about 2 years old. My boyfriend, at that time, was upset with me after coming home from work. He was mad at someone else and took it out on me. He was strangling me in the bathroom. Something, a voice inside me i guess, told me to "don't be afraid". I blacked out.
The next thing I remember was that my brain or something woke up. I was thinking to myself. "where am I? and what is happpening?" I literally could hear a tape recorder sound when it is being played and you push the fast forward button at the same time. I could also see flashes of my life as if i were watching a movie and i pushed the fast forward button on it too. Suddenly the life flashing before my eyes stopped and I remember, "i'm being strangled by my boyfriend". Also there was a very bright white light. Not like the sun but a very white and bright light that didn't hurt eyes but it was that bright. Then suddenly I fell myself falling and the light was gone and I woke up on my living room floor.
Later when I talked with my then boyfried about the incident and told him what happened. He said that my eyes were wide open and that I was fighting him back. He didn't let go of my throat until he realized that my eyes shut and I went limp. That's when I fell to the floor.
My second experience was by the same man. It was October 11, 1997. We had three children by now and we were married and divorced but we still lived together. This time he beat me with our 2 younger children there and a friend of mine had a daughter that was 10 at the time and she liked staying with me. If it weren't for my friends daughter i would not have known what happened that evening because I don't remember the beating. I only remember bits and pieces of that whole day and the NDE.
Once again he was mad at me for someone taking his money. He blamed it on me. He hit me. One hand on my throat and a punch in the face with the other hand. From what I understand he continued to beat me. (Not to mention the marks and hair falling out from being pulled and one side of my face twice the size as the other and the staples in the back of my head and not being able to open my mouth to eat for 2 weeks....etc.) He beat my head into the desk the shelf, pushing me, etc.
This ND experience was different. I was surrounded by people in white clothing. I don't remember if I knew them but I felt like I knew them. My memory is also not so clear on this experience. I believe that what they said to me i was not supposed to remember it all. I remember saying to them that I wanted to stay. I remember them telling me "your children need you" "you must not stay you have to go back". I can be stubborn and I imagine that I was being stubborn. They finally convinced me to go back.
I remember sitting in a chair in my living room and I was asking my x-husband "what just happened". He didn't know that I really couldn't remember. He was freaking out and was going to leave. He tells me today that I was begging him not to go. Well, I was cut on the back of my head and was bleeding very badly. He didn't know it and neither did I. Not to mention that I had 4 children there to take care of and i was completely out of it. I finally came to my senses the next day.
After my x, realizing that I needed medical care, took me to the hospital and i went home with my sister-in-law. I remember asking her what year is it? how old are my children?, etc. I'm not sure if that is due to my NDE and my memory being wiped out of what they told me or what.
There are my 2 NDEs. Very long stories I know but I hope whoever reads this will get something out of it. Especially, Domestic Violence victims. After this last experience I had 2 more children with another man. Was it them who needed me to give them life? I sometimes remind myself of what those "Angels" told me. "Your children need you."
http://www.wirenot.net/X/Articles/2009/N-O/notmytimex2.shtml?e=0,1,2#0
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