7/9/2009
by Jen V

I was slowly aware of a light ahead of me. I seemed to be pulled along toward it. There were stairs in front of me but I wasn't aware of using them...they were just there. Along the sides of me were other people who were in the darkness that were trying to climb up but couldn't and seemed stuck in a huge mass of themselves. All things that happened next seemed to happen all at once, or in very fast succession. I came into the light. The light was so brilliant but not warm nor cold. It was almost as if it consumed me. A feeling of Love so powerful and consuming, washed over me. It was so potent that you could almost reach out and touch it.

A group of people came toward me with warm greetings. They spoke to me with thought and I knew they were like me but I could not focus on facial features. They were to, consumed by the light and it spread from each of them. As I was aware of them welcoming me, I was also then aware that there seemed to be some confusion that I shouldn't be there and was told it was not my time and that I should return to finish my life's work. There was no negativity about it but a comforting gesture to return, that I was there by accident. During those moments I had looked into the distance and realized that it was so beautiful, colors were so vibrant, my senses were so alive. I had a sense that all knowledge that was to be had, was there for my knowing if I so chose. That is when I understood that I would have two boys in my lifetime and they would be some years apart. I also knew that I would have a rough life for some time but would find someone/something that would enrich myself for the rest of my years. It was also made known that toward my latter years I would make a huge difference of some kind in the world.

Almost as soon as it began it was ending. Those that had welcomed me were gently moving me back toward the darkness. I was told that in time I would visit again and to be vigilant in my life. I went backward into the darkness and saw the people on either side of me pulling at each other and trying to find the light. And the next thing I was aware of was waking from my bed and having that feeling of Love burning in my chest. I was saddened by having to return but knew there was more of my life to live. To this day, some 16 years later; I can feel that Love and I have an overpowering sense that there is something great to come and to be watchful and vigilant.

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